my energy are back

Today when at chemistry lesson,my teacher say a word that can let me more hardworking.Hehe...When teacher round and check on student's work,she nothing to say...But when she was checked on my work,she said that'pandainya kamu'... Wahaha.How great i am..With her word,i will more study hard.. When at study!I need a person encourage...

它始终发生了

今天，我最介意的事情还是发生了。我不知道有没有人发现，但是我还是希望没有人会看出我这一面。
我的装得若无其事的样子，有时真的很痛苦；有时真的好累好累……原来我们这样虚伪的一面是那么的辛苦，我有时候觉得自己好傻，为什么我要那么的委屈自己？
我不是应该放下一切，抛开一切烦恼，高高兴兴地仰起头来做人吗？但我在他们的世界是那么的卑微，矮小……甚至是没被他们发现我的存在，人啊！还真的蛮痛苦。
我什么反应都不会释放出来，我相信我是行的…………^^
虽然我的恒心都是到一半就垮了，但是只要有恒心，什么事都难不倒你。哪怕是上天下海，什么事情都会迎刃而解。。。
我相信我是能的！！！

Today i was alone at home,my parents was out early in the morning..They had to my grandma's house..Although i also follow them to there,but they still need fetch one more cousin,then no more place can let me sit,(i am not a fat person)...
Then,they leave me alone at house,giving me money and some food..I need to manage myself in the whole days.But what should i do now?study?
Because today i absence school as nobody fetch me home,but when i online at facebook,i can see many person who same age with also absence,they told me that they already one weeks din have go to school..wow,how fun of them!!How about my school,if dint have come one weeks,warning letter will to your house,how pity of tun sharifah rodziah's students.
Say back of my topic,now i was so bored,nobody can talk with me.If like that i will crazy..^^
i now want go find friend chat to prevent me become crazy girl...

你骗我

原来你说过的话都是在敷衍我吗？？
为什么你今天不听我说话，你曾经说过会听我的话……我说一，你不说二。
现在你已经狠狠地做出一件让我十分不高兴的事情，做错了才求原谅是没有用的。我不会原谅你的
你难道不知道我最讨厌人家骗我。。。
我不会再相信你，你所说的话，我永远不会相信。。。

新的一年，新的开始

今年2010年，我将面临大考了，那就是SPM...刚开学的时候，朋友们个个都好认真，看到他们这个样子，有一些怕怕哦！！以前他们那些好玩的心随着风消失了，可能大家都长大了吧？
每当大家得去另外一班上课时，我班的人都是一跑的过去，到头来，我们华人没有位子坐了。。
有时候很可怜我们这些华人，受到不公平的对待就算了，还不让我们华人有一些位子坐，都被逼去到后面坐；更更更过分的是，还派我们这班华人扫地。想了都好伤心，连老师都不帮我们，在这样下去，我怕有天我会发疯。
今年的新开始真的好奇怪，怎么我们华人每次都得这样？？难道我们就不是人了吗？虽然我们的肤色有不同，可是我们是satu malaysia..
朋友们，加油哦！
我们大家就忍一年吧。。。

Penang trip

Today i was to penang having a lot fun there..I'm start to there is about 7 o'clock,is too tired..haizz!!
After having breaksfast at there,than our family to ROCK HOT,batu feringgi having a lot fun.i and cousin taking a lot picture there..
Then,we to kek lok si there,but raining there..T.T
At there,we can't take a lot photo,haiz..(so sad)
But when we decided to back home,we was very tired and happy

This few days,just a ward can be show on my mind,that is "boring+boring".Although i got shopping with friend,but thats feel not i want.That feel just made me more boring,futhermore always shopping at same shopping centre,more boring.T.T
Today my friend invite me shopping again,same shopping centre again..LOLX....
To there also same feel,"boring".I spend about two hours at shopping centre than tell friend that wanna back home already..After that,my friend recommended to cafe having lunch and can chatting,hehe..That is i most love activity,because can be sit at there eating and chatting..
Than,another friend invite me to her house,but we faced transport problem to her house.A gang of friend also dint have texsi phone number,than we think a idiot solution,that is walking to her house. WHAT?!WALKING???
But at last,we got the number and can to there.hahaha.
Hope the next days not be so boring... T.T